Lately I have been receiving a lot of advice from my uncles and aunts and I just want to say a big thank you to all of you! I don't know if you're reading this but THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU. I will keep those words at heart and hopefully they will be in use, in the future of course hehehe.
I just had the urge to post that I don't know why but my heart is full of love (okay that came out weird) and gratitude towards them TT______TT Probably it's because I was going through an emo phase the other day and received email and texts from them so I felt much much better.
I have something to announce. Something BAD! For the first time in Abigail history, I failed my Chemistry TT______TT I had a feeling that I would fail and behold, I got a suckish 30%.
I don't know. I don't know. I just don't know. And I probably would never know why I always always have to be crappy when it comes to Chemistry. I remember it happened to me last year too during the second trial where I got at least a B in my subjects but I had to get a C for Chemistry. WWWWHHHYYYYYY!?!?! And also for my SPM results. I don't even wanna go there.
I'm not just merely complaining because the paper was hard and I didn't work hard and therefore fell even harder, I really did put in double effort into Chemistry but look what I got? Yep to many 30% might seem fine but for me it isn't. I put in effort, maybe not enough but I did, and with this result, just makes you wanna break a test tube -.-
So here I am back to square one, emo-ing about my Chemistry paper. This year I have no one to send me a destress package because Liana is in New Zealand. :(
I have around 24 more days left to the first Semester exam, and I can assure you that I am not prepared at all. AT ALL.
Giving up is not an option, but pushing forward is not the best choice either.
Especially when you have nothing ahead of you.